YOU CAN'T CHOOSE IT SHARE OR LOOSE IT EVERY TIME SHARE OR LOOSE IT BABY YOU WERE NEVER MINE

gosh i'm happyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappy about my brand new hit me tv-album!!
& new glasses too.

and so happy Christmas for black and for white for yellow and red ones let's stop all the fight

Save the pigs, eat falafel.

he holds me in his metal arms whispers in his soothing robot voice "I'll keep you safe from harm and hold you in my arms I'll keep you safe from harm"

(This I drew on Wednesday at a photo studio while waiting the make-up & hair be fixed. Modeling it's mostly just waiting. Waiting jobs, waiting make-up, waiting the show to begin, waiting everything)

Super good feeling right now, listening to Infadels & waiting the party to begin. Christmas holiday is (almost) here!

LOAD UP ON GUNS BRING YOUR FRIENDS IT'S FUN TO LOSE AND TO PRETEND SHE'S OVER-BORED AND SELF-ASSURED OH NO I KNOW A DIRTY WORD

making a short-film fulfilled with teen angst & getting a real character part,
haha i fucking love this!

oh where are my friends when I need them now where are my friends when I'm alone in the night time

Drunk-drawing, yes!!

It's a quite absurd situation when the club has closen it's doors and while you're standing outside it trying desperately to catch up your disappeared friends, you get over ten afterparty invitations from random people with whom you've never before talked but none of your very own friends dare to answer. Or, if they answer, they have taken a taxi to another town with someone they've just met... Luckily - you've got the ex-bfs.

Now all I want is to sleep until tomorrow.
... Or maybe more partying tonight?

plastic stars in our private galaxy synthpop stars come and play a show

this is what I do during the math lessons

I WANNA SMOKE OUTSIDE YOUR FRONTDOOR I WANNA DANCE ON YOUR TABLE FALL ASLEEP ON YOUR KITCHEN FLOOR

good old times.

YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS YOU JUST DO AS YOU'RE TOLD JUST AS A CHILD AT TEN MIGHT ACT BUT YOU'RE FAR TOO OLD

NO NO NO NO OHHH HUNGRY AND ADDICTED AGAIN NO NO NO NO OHHH ALMOST WITH NO CONSCIENCE AT ALL

if you ever feel like something's missing? things you'll never understand little white shadows, sparkle and glisten part of a system plan

The first snow today. Not sure if I'm ready for the winter.

she’s got a bent belt by her side she’s got that donkey paralyzed she’s got a cold inner wind and a ware full of sins

One more boring Monday-game almost over. I haven't done about anything but just slept but I'm still deadly tired. Yesterday was a thirteen-hours-lasting photoshoot for Basso -magazine. Cold, windy and rainy - what a perfect weather for taking pictures that you should look good in... Anyway, I guess the editorial will be in the December's magazine. (I'm not sure if I'm very representative but check out the other model, so damn cute young boy!)


np: Elle Milano (R.I.P) - Oh Society, What Have You Done?

whenever I look back on the best days of my life I think I saw them all on TV

the last four days: make up -shows gothic false eyelashes helsinki hard partying posing dancing music no eating much drinking cigarettes new people trains shaggy hair high heels bars

today: laying sleeping fever noodles hot chocolate no school boredom frustration

luckily I've got The Bravery.

they'll be hiding in your shadows they'll be hiding in the dark of the night they'll be hiding 'til tomorrow

Much fun last night - supersick tattooed circus guys, a band with a horse drummer, meeting new people, homemade wine, mysterious I-offer-you-a-drink-and-then-just-disappear-man & falafel. And isn't that earring just damn awesome? Bought from Turkey if I can remember it right.

np: Vampire Weekend - Ottoman

o why can't I live a life for me? why should I take the abuse that's served? why can't they see they're just like me I'm not the one that's so absurd

Happy halloween!
Listening to some absurd horror music & having a huge craving for some good halloween-party... Anyone?!

Janie's got a gun her dog days just begun now everybody's on the run Janie's got a gun

(Wish I had a little darkroom of my own. These I've developed at school last year.)

ooh I ain't slept for days now my mind is fuckin' crazy allright ooh baby you mark my hide god damn you make me cry

1. The hottest coat fashion right now

2. After-party-eating @ bus stop

3. You don't need a bed if you've got a cosy hotel corridor

4. 2x dead lynx

5. A, me & J

6. Ku Klux clan II

7. Rainy day shopping

np: IMA robot - Dynomite

LOST BOYS IN THE LOST TOWN LOST GIRLS IN THE LOST AND FOUND I'LL FIND YOU OUT WHEN YOU HIT THE GROUND

jet plane dreaming street rat screaming living like the movies she was glitter today

Stayed at a hotel last night. Yeah, in my hometown. Not sleeping, but typewriting, drinking red wine, lomographing and eating tiramisu & champagne sorbet - really, 26 euros for a liter of ice cream?? But was really delicious!

Lomograph pics later, babies!

np: Clear Static - Dead Man's Party