Tuesday, September 16, 2008

meanwhile the chance it gives heel underneath their bandages we break each others bones



Sometimes everything goes wrong. You woke up too late, your hair is dirty & you've got a face like zombie's, you can't find anything you need, there's no time for eating and yes, you also hurt your toe or arm or something. Everything makes you angry. Or.. nervous wreck.

This morning was awful. I just wanted to lie on the floor and fucking cry.

This is why I always have some Vogues, said my friend when I arrived at her front door looking like "walking corpse" as he described me later. Vogues, post-its & a good friend, that's what all burn-out-people should have.



np: Forward, Russia! - Six




1 comment:

the project said...

aah kastu on varmaan ainut lukio josta en tunne ketään :S mä kävin kaikki kouluvuoteni suomessa norssissa \,,/

mun oli tarkotus lähteä reilaamaan jo tänä kesänä mutta kumpikaan kaveri jonka kanssa oli tarkoitus lähteä ei voinut lähteä töiden vuoksi :S mut ens kesänä sitten. hehhe, aika hauskaa kun mä juuri kaksi viikkoa sitten kattelin jotain vapaaehtoistöitä aasiassa... thaimaa tai mongolia mhm. mutkun sitäkin varten tarvii rahaa :') aika ironista sinänsä sekin.

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