Gotta little bit of dirty down in my soul Jesus doesn't love me anymore

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There ain't no ball and chain to hold me down got a golden smile and a platinum frown

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STOCKHOLM SYNDROME

Breathing fresh Stockholm air through a filter. I want back, now.


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the demon running into my blood spreading inside my veins making me see things in different light

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I SCREAMED DOWN THE PHONELINE: "SO IS THIS THE PRICE OF LOVE?"

God I'm bored right now! Bored and frustrated. Seasonal affective disorder is coming and taking me, I can feel it... Luckily I can see some light at the end of the tunnel - I've got a great project going on, you'll hear about it later (when it's something more than just some scrawls written on empty cigarette packs).


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OH OH SIT UP LISTEN TO THE RHYTHM HIP HOP BODY SHOCK GOOD FREAK LOLLIPOP

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WELL I CAN'T REALLY DANCE BUT BABY WON'T YOU DANCE WITH ME AND IF YOU WANT TO TAKE YOUR CHANCE THEN BABY TAKE YOUR CHANCE ON ME

If I had a band, I'd make this my album name, or a song name - except I'd add "on the dancefloor" between "kids" and "got". (& I'd not use this shitty drawing as a album cover) Maybe I should start one.

... too bad I can't play anything.


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I'M SO TIRED OF BEING STUCK IN THIS MESS AND NIGHTMARE WON'T YOU COME AND TAKE ME UP AND TAKE ME CLOSE TO THE REAL LIFE

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WHEN I WAS YOUNGER I GOT IN TROUBLE I WAS A SAILOR I FELL FOR THE BOTTLE

Somehow I take most of my photos while I'm drunk - these too, after plenty of tequila shots and wine. Pretty night by a lake, sailor themed party and too much cigarettes, that's a good way to spend these quite last moments of soon-to-be-gone summer.


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he tells his kids not to be bad and grow up like their normal dad he hides behind his mask of grins and covers all his fucking sins

Fuck all that happiness; pure hate, sadness, madness & teenage angst is the thing.


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I work the seaways the gale-swept seaways past shipwrecked daughters of wicked waters

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you take shots of blood and talk dirty you have ruthless sex raw meat and your revenge

Partying for 4 days a row, not eating, just drinking, that's what you do when you're a misfit of the society like me. Smashing things, that's what you do if you happen to wear too heavy boots for dancing. Meat is murder.


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I was in love, now I'm in pain

Sometimes you just get those vagaries.


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out the windows of my bedroom through the backyards of our neighbors

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I wish I was a virgin a virgin like you

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come on and get it before I change my mind come on kid don't waste my time

Great days, boring photos.

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only this moment holds us together

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'cause I hope we'll make it to the radios and I hope we'll make it to the stadiums 'cause I hope I'll see you soon face to face backstage

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