don’t get me wrong so wrong you weren’t the first boy that I ever kissed with tongues but you were the best

Say hello to my friend Leonardo the Lomography! Leo is from NY and he's just superrrcute, isn't he? I'm going to do some modeling on the weekend and I'm totally freaking out - my very very very first show ever! Daniel Palillo @ Helsinki Design Week. Luckily Leo is coming with me. (& my Canon-baby too!)



np: Little Man Tate - This Must Be Love

you can have a good time yeah that's alright but I won't sell my soul I won't sell my soul tonight

It's not worth going to school when you can just hang out in the library and read fashion magazines whole day! And draw some fast sketches.

Forget the hectic occidental lifestyle and do something you really like - that's what I could recommend for all of you. & listening to Morning Runner!

ps. I totally miss my Canon EOS-baby! When I get it back on Monday or Tuesday I'm going to take so many photos I'll have to publish them here even next year!

meanwhile the chance it gives heel underneath their bandages we break each others bones

Sometimes everything goes wrong. You woke up too late, your hair is dirty & you've got a face like zombie's, you can't find anything you need, there's no time for eating and yes, you also hurt your toe or arm or something. Everything makes you angry. Or.. nervous wreck.

This morning was awful. I just wanted to lie on the floor and fucking cry.

This is why I always have some Vogues, said my friend when I arrived at her front door looking like "walking corpse" as he described me later. Vogues, post-its & a good friend, that's what all burn-out-people should have.

np: Forward, Russia! - Six

WE'RE FELLING SILLY I'M FEELING OH SO SICK

Monday is a quite boring nonstop-switches-listening day,

but Saturday was a party day!

you wonder why I carry such a weight on my shoulders

what a hell are you here for

Yeah, this is how fun I have at school!

scattering flowers washed down by the rain

When it's raining cats and dogs and other little furry animals it's a perfect day for lying on a coach & watching Lost in Translation & eating yoghurt raisins. Or even better - drinking whiskey in a filthy bar and listening to Joy Division!

But cause I wasn't able to do that I had to come up with something else instead. What means I ate pizza and american cherry throat drops like candies and read about Christianity in the Middle Ages (priests like businessmen, popes like kings and abbeys like jailhouses - that sucks big time!) what made me really, really drowsy.

And then I made some stupid collages like the one above.

np: Joy Division - Warsaw

what happened to your car? I heard you drove real far and just left all your stuff

Boring photos & bored mind today. The Enormous Restlessness increasing, I really need some change in my life.

np: Morning runner - Frayed edges

I got up in such a hurry I'm still stuck inside my dream

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Sometimes it's okay to forget oneself somewhere to inside-the-head-worlds, isn't it?

np: Pete and The Pirates - Think Twice

lights and music are on my mind be my baby one more time

taking first footsteps but don't even know where I'm going

Yeah, the very first entry! This blog is about photos, sketches, more or less stupid little stories about my life & other shit like that. Please feel free to comment! (not that I'm going to promise I'll really care about your opinnions...)

np: Shout Out Louds - South America